As you can tell by things on here, I've had some free time in the last couple of days. Been meaning to updated the look on here for a little while. Its sad, the main reason I'm using mySpace now is to host pictures for one here LOL. I've tried to keep a few other online journals over the years but for some reason none of them really worked out. I guess the problem is they never really felt personal to me. My Space just has too much extra garbage to it. LiveJournal I've always been overly cautious about putting too much of myself in it for some reason. I guess I like the freedom that on here they actually let you see the code for your page, not only that they let you edit it as well. If you don't like the header, change it, if you don't like the color scheme, you can change it. I dunno, we all have weird reasons for why we like or don't like things and this is just one of mine. Bottom line I feel more comfortable with this journal than any other one I've ever had.
On a different note, my dreams have started to become increasingly.....well interesting. As I've been telling Angel, not only is the content of them different than my normal dreams, but they are so damn vivid. Normally there are only two times that I have dreams this vivid, when they are "memories" or when I am dream-sharing with another person. Right now both of these are pretty impossible. They can't be memories because the settings are too recent and I can't be dream-sharing because the other person is not asleep. No I'm not complaining at all right now because all in all the dreams are.....pleasent. I'm just concerned that there is a third party playing games, and I hate having someone trying to poke around my head. If there is a third party then its possible they know me entirly to well, because they are using the image of one of the few people that I would never raise my defenses against because I won't risk hurting them. I guess I'll just have to see how this plays out. Then again...sometimes a dream is...well just a dream.
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Heh, speaking of... this is has been a bizarre topic for me as well lately as I don't dream. Unless its a flash of memory. And in the last month I've drempt almost every time i sleep (which hasn't been alot, but... anyway) But they are also vivid and very memorable which is also not normal for me. I've talked with Angel as well.. and *shrugs* we all know where it's going. ... just too damn soon...
yes...i am a guru! i sneak into your dreams and night and tell you what to do...now, if only i could get george bush and the leader of north korea...and we could start "where it's going" right now...*very deviant laugh*
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